Are you more or less stagnating
by feeling idle before every venture of spirit ? Have you got crippled by expectations from others ? Is only thoughts of others occupy you day and night ? Are you such criticism prone, that you often miss every chance of an aesthetic self creation ?
You are seriously ill then,
badly missing greens deep inside your soul.
Please get rid of your habit-habitat immediately and move out in fresh air to trace your desired individual path of growth. Serendipity kisses and embraces only those who somehow manage to move forward along the path of achiever's rise.